It's now over two weeks since I moved to my new cottage in the country so I now serve Goddess on a daily basis. It's been a busy two weeks and Goddess has certainly put me through my paces, but it's great and I love it. I am only 15 minutes away from her house so I have been driving backwards and forwards to do chores for her, help her with her business and generally be available. She is a hard taskmaster and she has jokingly put a 'Retired and loving it' sticker on my car. I get very little time to laze around. But it is a privilege to be able to serve her every day and I look forward to seeing her whenever I am commanded to attend.
She has only visited my new home once but I am hoping that her visits will become more frequent in the future. I have quite a bit of BDSM equipment, including a coffin, whipping bench, rubber suit, whips, corset and handcuffs, as well as several maid's outfits, and I am hopeful that Goddess will wish to make full use of them in the future. She now allows me to drink her golden nectar on occasions, for which I am grateful, and I dream of 'recycling' every day. Most of the time I wear a chastity device and also the remote electric shocker when I am with her, and I enjoy the feeling of submission this gives.
I continue to disappoint Goddess however by not reaching her high standards sometimes so I know I must continue to improve. I love and worship her whereas I realise I am just a cockless cunt so far as she is concerned, but hopefully if I please her she may allow me to sleep on the floor at the foot of her bed sometimes and maybe even let me please her orally at some point in the future. I can only fantasise and do my best. She really is a wonderful and beautiful Goddess and I can't imagine a time in the future when I wasn't her slave.
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