I am writing this while dressed as Goddess's maid and this time I'm including a photo. Goddess ordered me to wear my full maid's outfit when she visited for lunch. This includes a corset which I have tightened as much as possible, and when she left Goddess told me that I must keep it on for the rest of the day and overnight. She wanted me to update the blog while I'm still in my maid outfit which I am happy to do. Anything for Goddess!
On Saturday I am going away with her and her children, plus another of her male friends. He isn't a full time slave or kept in chasity like me, but he might as well be. He does whatever Goddess tells him and he has the name of a colour, just as do I (I'm Orange, he's Burgundy - Goddess always gives her slaves colours). I don't think I will get the chance to serve Goddess as her maid, but I'm sure I will be kept busy. It should be a pleasant break.
When we get back Goddess is hoping to move to a new house which will allow her more privacy. I'm excited at the prospect and I'm hoping that I can be of service to Goddess at her new home in whatever ways she wishes
Wednesday 18 August 2010
Friday 13 August 2010
Corset fetish
Goddess had me serving as her maid again today. I am getting used to it (and enjoy it very much) and I think I look quite good dressed in my maid's outfit. I served her champers and lunch and then she had to go back to work, but not before she gave me some of her golden nectar to drink. A very pleasant diversion in the middle of the day.
The other day I mentioned to her that I'd had bad indigestion at night and she asked jokingly if it was because I was wearing a corset. It wasn't but I have to admit that the idea of being ordered to wear a tight corset overnight (or any other time) appealed to me. I mentioned it in an email I sent her last night and she told me to wear one for the night. I did as I was told (as always) and the tight fit was quite a turn on. I could definitely get used to it and I hope that Goddess will make this a regular occurrence. The odd thing is that I wouldn't think of wearing it unless I was instructed to do so.
Goddess hasn't stayed at my new house since I moved in three months ago, the main reason being that she has children and doesn't want to leave them alone. She's suggested that the kids might enjoy sleeping in a tent in the garden while she stays at my place. I hope it happens. It would be so good to spend a night with her, even if I was in bondage - or should I say especially if I was in bondage! She hasn't said yet if she wants to rent a dungeon for a few hours, but I'm also hoping she will. I enjoy being with her so much and, as I may have mentioned, I worship her.
Goddess may disagree, but I feel that I am really reaching a state of total submission to her. I'm not just obeying her but trying to think ahead about what she needs or may want. I continue to look forward to a happy future - and I am enjoying a happy now!
The other day I mentioned to her that I'd had bad indigestion at night and she asked jokingly if it was because I was wearing a corset. It wasn't but I have to admit that the idea of being ordered to wear a tight corset overnight (or any other time) appealed to me. I mentioned it in an email I sent her last night and she told me to wear one for the night. I did as I was told (as always) and the tight fit was quite a turn on. I could definitely get used to it and I hope that Goddess will make this a regular occurrence. The odd thing is that I wouldn't think of wearing it unless I was instructed to do so.
Goddess hasn't stayed at my new house since I moved in three months ago, the main reason being that she has children and doesn't want to leave them alone. She's suggested that the kids might enjoy sleeping in a tent in the garden while she stays at my place. I hope it happens. It would be so good to spend a night with her, even if I was in bondage - or should I say especially if I was in bondage! She hasn't said yet if she wants to rent a dungeon for a few hours, but I'm also hoping she will. I enjoy being with her so much and, as I may have mentioned, I worship her.
Goddess may disagree, but I feel that I am really reaching a state of total submission to her. I'm not just obeying her but trying to think ahead about what she needs or may want. I continue to look forward to a happy future - and I am enjoying a happy now!
Thursday 5 August 2010
A tough life, but I am devoted to Goddess
After serving as Goddess's maid a couple of weeks ago she instructed me to dress in my maid's outfit again later in the week. I dressed carefully (I thought I looked pretty good actually!) and prepared everything for her. I served some champagne and food and looked forward to an exciting evening. But unfortunately she was upset with me over something I had failed to do earlier and left after an hour or so. The week I had been looking forward to turned out to be a disappointment and Goddess said I had ruined it for her too. I was looking forward to being 'overdosed' on her golden nectar as she had threatened, but didn't get a drop, and when I brought my rubber bondage suit to her house on her instruction one day she changed her mind later.
Being a slave can be tough. Goddess is a fantastic person and I wouldn't want to change my situation. I love being with her and doing everything I can to follow her instructions to the letter. But she is very demanding and I know that any slight deviation from what she expects will be punished. Sadly, the punishment doesn't take the form of a whipping, but a telling off. I am usually back to square one again and have to try and rebuild her belief in my abilities as a faithful slave.
This week she suggested that she might be interested in hiring a dungeon locally and I phoned the lady who runs it to get information for her. The dungeon has a bondage bed, whipping bench etc and sounds great, and I am hoping that Goddess will want to take it forward. Whatever happens I am devoted to her. Her cousin visited her at the weekend and she recognised my devotion, as Goddess - and her cousin - sent electric shocks through my balls via the remote control dog training collar. Now I have to convince Goddess that I'm not a complete waste of time. I'm not doing very well at the moment, but I will keep trying. Happy days!
Being a slave can be tough. Goddess is a fantastic person and I wouldn't want to change my situation. I love being with her and doing everything I can to follow her instructions to the letter. But she is very demanding and I know that any slight deviation from what she expects will be punished. Sadly, the punishment doesn't take the form of a whipping, but a telling off. I am usually back to square one again and have to try and rebuild her belief in my abilities as a faithful slave.
This week she suggested that she might be interested in hiring a dungeon locally and I phoned the lady who runs it to get information for her. The dungeon has a bondage bed, whipping bench etc and sounds great, and I am hoping that Goddess will want to take it forward. Whatever happens I am devoted to her. Her cousin visited her at the weekend and she recognised my devotion, as Goddess - and her cousin - sent electric shocks through my balls via the remote control dog training collar. Now I have to convince Goddess that I'm not a complete waste of time. I'm not doing very well at the moment, but I will keep trying. Happy days!
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