It's only a couple of weeks until I give up full time work. Then I'm on holiday for a couple of weeks and after that I will be dedicated full time to Goddess. I'm already spending more time at work doing stuff for her than I do for the company that pays me - she's a very demanding Goddess - but I can't wait to serve her 24/7. My priority will be to move near her so that I'm on hand whenever I'm needed, but I'm hoping that she will want to move to a bigger house so that I can be her live-in slave. I know it will be tough at times, but she's such a fantastic person - beautiful, witty, fun to be with most of the time, intelligent and incredibly dominant, that I can't imagine anything better, particularly now that I will have time to attend to her needs.
I can't help but fantasise about how life will be, I know that all decisions are in her hands, but I dream of being allowed to sleep at the foot of her bed, drinking her golden nectar, being locked in my rubber bondage suit overnight, serving her as her maid, giving her oral pleasure, being whipped strongly and firmly on a regular basis, swallowing any pills or drugs she chooses to give me, being zapped with her remote control whenever she needs me and generally being totally dominated and humiliated by her.
I know that most of the time I will be doing my household chores, acting as her PA in support of her business. running errands for her, chauffering her around and generally being bossed around. But that's fine, because I have never before gained so much satisfaction from doing things for someone else. She owns me. I must always sit on the floor in her presence, sleep on the floor, kneel when I hand her a drink, call her Goddess at all times and obey her instructions instantly without question. I relish the fact that she has total control over me, and I can't wait for this to the full time permanent situation.
In a couple of months my life will have changed greatly. And I can't wait.
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