Privileged position

As slave to Goddess I am privileged to spend more time with her than anyone apart from her children. She lights up my life and I would do anything for her. I know I am not worthy to lick the soles of her gorgeous high heel shoes. She is incredibly beautiful, brilliantly intelligent and fiercely dominant in everything she does, as well as having the most amazingly captivating and charming personality. But she honours me by allowing me to spend time in her company. And every moment I spend with her is something to treasure. I enjoy the times that she invites me to eat with her or have a drink with her, because every invitation is a treasured moment.
I am a self confessed masochist and I dream of being whipped whenever I fall short of Goddess’s high standards. No doubt the pain would deter me from falling short of her standards in the future. I love my rubber suit and I dream of being sedated and locked in my rubber suit for a day or a night. The feeling of the close fitting rubber is wonderfully relaxing and the feeling of isolation and impotence while I am in the suit is exciting. I love to drink her golden nectar, which really is delicious. I dream of a time when Goddess channels all her fluids through me.
I wear my CB 600 at all times so Goddess knows she has me under her control. Goddess insists on this. Whenever I am with her I wear the remote electric shock collar around my balls. Sometimes she uses the control to attract my attention or punish me for some indiscretion.
I love the times when Goddess orders me to dress in my maid’s uniform and serve her when she visits my house. She seems to enjoy me being a sissy maid and I could never get too much of it. On one occasion she ordered me to wear my tight fitting corset overnight and I would happily do this more often – including during the day. She recently got me to buy a kilt so that I could go out dressed in semi-female clothing but she hasn’t got me to do so as yet. Actually, I would be happy to dress as a fully made up female in public if Goddess wished it. But then, to be honest, I would do anything she wished.
The reality is that Goddess is the most fantastic Mistress I could ever hope to meet. I know I am a pathetic cunt and can never come close to reaching her high standards. I will no doubt spend my life knowing that I am a failure in her eyes. But I will never stop trying to please her, making her life easier and making her happy. She is everything to me and I worship her.