Email to Goddess

This is an email that I wrote to Goddess a couple of months ago. Goddess has instructed me to put it on the blog. Since I wrote this she has become a lot more strict with me and says that she will shortly be giving me a new set of rules. But life is exciting and rewarding and I have spent two holidays in the sun serving her as her slave.
Dear Goddess
I am getting used to wearing my CB again after a few years of freedom, and I must admit it feels good to be owned by you. I am aware of it all the time and it’s a reminder of my position. I don’t suppose I will ever completely live up to your expectations as a slave, but I will try – I promise you that. I’m beginning to get back into the domestic routine of looking after your room, doing housework etc. It’s not work that comes to me naturally as I’m rather a lazy bitch but I will do my best, because I want to please you.
Being with you is always a privilege, nearly always fun and often exciting, and I hope that by pleasing you the excitement will increase. I will support you as you regain your health and you know I will always be in your corner in your battles with Arthur. If I’m tactless sometimes please forgive me, because I mean no harm. And please don’t think I’m being negative every time I make a comment about something. I’m actually a very positive person – if I wasn’t I probably wouldn’t look the way I do. But maybe I’m too much of a realist on occasions.
I’m looking forward to the holiday very much. It’s many years since I spent time just relaxing. Usually I’m dashing off looking at sites or listening to music. But being with you and the boys in the sunshine will be something different and at that time of the year it couldn’t be better.
As time goes by I hope that the physical side of our relationship will develop. By that I don’t necessarily mean sex, but things like corporal punishment, humiliation, bondage, viagra and cross dressing. I really love rubber and I hope that you will lock me in my rubber bondage suit and administer me some drugs so that I completely relax. When you come to my place I would love to show you the equipment that I’ve got. It might inspire your enthusiasm! Or I can bring things with me when I visit you – some of them anyway. Maybe we could go to some fetish clubs occasionally as well.
I know that I am a pathetic slut, a cockless cunt and unworthy of being with a Goddess such as yourself. And at my age I’m a lucky bastard to even be in with a chance. But believe me I worship you and want to make you happy. I am sure that you will overcome all obstacles in your way and I want to be by your side as you do so. It’s not ideal living so far away from you, but hopefully that will change in the next year or so. In the meantime you have my love and my subservience as your slave. I look forward to our future with excitement.
Yours submissively,
Orange XXX