Remote control

Goddess now has a new way of controlling me when I am with her. It's a remote control electric shocker which allows her to deliver a shock to my balls whenever she wants my attention, or just wants to torture me. It's actually designed for small dogs, but it can be wrapped around my balls (see photo). Goddess holds the remote, which allows her to give me four grades of shock, ranging from a minor tingle up to a fierce shuddering pain which really hurts. She can use it when I am in another room, in the garden, or if I am lying on the floor at night. She had one of these once before but it stopped working so I ordered a new one and I'm looking forward to being on the receiving end.

Goddess has also instructed me to book a hotel room in a few weeks time so that she can whip me, make me drink her golden nectar (which I love), lock me in my rubber suit for the night, suitably sedated, and generally deal with me as she thinks fit. She will sleep in a luxurious queen size bed while I, naturally, will sleep on the floor. She plans to make this a monthly event, or maybe even more frequent, possibly co-ordinating it with a visit to a fetish club with me dressed as a maid. I can't wait!

Life has been hectic lately as Goddess has been getting me to help build up her business, which sometimes interferes with my work. I know which comes first - Goddess! She also gets me to order her shopping online, plus anything else that she wants. If I get anything wrong, which sadly is often as she is a stickler for detail, she calls me a cunt, which is the name I now think of as mine. But I couldn't wish for a better or more beautiful Goddess and I know how lucky I am.