Verbal abuse

I feel very honoured to be the slave of my beautiful black Goddess. She abuses me, both physically and verbally, and I would not change a thing. Now that she has a remote control electric shocker she can zap my balls whenever she chooses. And maybe physical abuse will develop in other ways as times go by.

When it comes to verbal abuse Goddess really is in a class of her own - and as a pathetic slave who lives only for her it's exciting and motivating. It was only when she started to call me a cunt at the beginning of this year that I really realised my true role. I now think of myself as a cunt and this has helped me to submit totally to her. When I text or email her I sign my name as cunt, because that's what I am.

When I was with Goddess a few years ago she would sometimes send me texts that excited me beyond words. So much so that at the time (October 13th, 2004) I made a note of her texts.

One read: " You're a dirty pathetic cunt slut who is lucky to serve a superior Mistress like me who loves to humiliate, feminise and use you as a toilet."

Another read: "I want you as my cockless cunt. I am happy you are my pathetic bitch that deserves nothing more than to be spat on, pissed on, used and abused by me for always."

I was so excited that day I couldn't concentrate on work at all. And I look forward to more in the future! Here's a picture of Goddess whipping me a few years ago.